Friday, November 23, 2007

You Can't Outgive God


When the founders of YWAM stood in front of the 543 missionaries and told us amazing stories about God's faithfulness and provision, I was inspired and excited... but I certainly didn't expect to experience anything like what we heard, especially not in the near future.

David Hamilton, one of YWAM's head honchos, was one of the speakers at the "DNA Conference" in North Carolina last week. He told us about so many incredible miracles that he'd witnessed throughout his years at YWAM. His stories blew me away, and I want to share one with you here. David was the leader of a new YWAM base in Chile that didn't have much money. But he felt like God was asking his base to give to another struggling base in Brazil. David asked "How can we give money when we have next to nothing?" and God replied, "Are you sure that it's money I want you to give?" As David inquired of God, he realized that God wanted each member of his base to give their most valued item of clothing to the base in Brazil. Generous donations were made - a long fur coat, a full suit, a green dress. David took the clothing to the base in Brazil, and as he stood in front of the group, he asked them to raise their hands if they had needs. Everyone raised their hands. Next, David asked them if they needed clothing. Again, everyone responded enthusiastically. David told each member to think about one piece of clothing that they really wanted. Then he told them to get a partner and pray about each other's specific item, and then write down that item on a piece of paper. When David had collected the pieces of paper, he began to read each item, one by one. The first item read, "long fur coat." The group laughed at the unlikeliness of someone wanting a fur coat in South America as David pulled out the long fur coat. It fit the woman who had requested it perfectly. The next item David read out was "a black suit." Again, it was a perfect fit. You can probably guess the rest of the story -- every single person received what they had asked for.

Sometimes when I hear stories about God's provision, the skeptic in me says, "It's just coincidence." But as I listened to David telling this story, the skeptic in me didn't say a peep. It's stories like this one that make me wonder how anyone can deny God's existence, presence and faithfulness!

The second last night of the conference was called the "Giving Night." We took up an offering to cover the costs of the conference(we needed somewhere between $5-6000), and to raise money to distribute Bibles and Gospels of John in Asia. David told us to pray about the figure God wanted us to give, and then be obedient in giving that amount. As we gave and worshipped through song, the money was counted and announced every few minutes. I was blown away when we reached the $10,000 mark. But friends, by the end of the night we had raised $91,000. Don't ask me how 540 missionaries can afford that - but it happened! People gave material things as well. After I had given a certain amount of money, I went back to my seat to sing. David announced another total, which included an iPod. Immediately I felt God asking me to give up my camera. I resisted, but I knew that I had to "hear and obey" -- a prominent theme we'd been talking about that day. I asked God who I should give my camera to, and he gave me the name of a guy from the Orlando base in the other school. So, I gave it to him. He asked me if I was sure - "But I already have a camera!" he said. I told him that his name was the one I got and maybe God wanted him to give it to someone else. He thanked me, and I sat down. Immediately I felt such a sense of joy and peace - I didn't regret giving it at all. I half expected someone to come up to me and give ME something cool, since all day we'd been hearing stories of how you can't outgive God. But nothing "cool" like that happened - which was fine! That wasn't the reason I gave my camera away. The whole night was an amazing experience - who knew giving was so much FUN?

The next day I met one of the worship leaders, a guy named Steve from Alberta(yay Canada!). We sat together at lunch and had a pretty great conversation about music and guitars and Michael Buble. I told him about my cracked guitar and how it was the first time I was without a guitar in years. After lunch we went our separate ways - I went to the afternoon session and then hung out with some friends before supper. Our last session together as a conference was another powerful one. When it was over, Steve approached me and said that he had something to give me. So I waited around while his band packed up, wondering what it could be - thinking that it was probably his email, as we hadn't exchanged information at lunch. Finally he came up to me and said, "So, during the giving night I felt like God wanted me to give away my guitar, but I wasn't sure to who. Then when I talked to you today, and you told me about your situation, I thought maybe I should give it to you. I prayed about it during the afternoon and God confirmed it - so... I'm giving you my guitar." I was SUPER surprised... shocked... in awe... I spent the next few minutes thanking God and thanking Steve. I couldn't believe that one of those "you can't outgive God" miracles we'd been talking about happened to me - the next day! It's a beautiful guitar - it has the two things I really wanted in a guitar - a plug in and a cut out. GOD IS AWESOME!!!

So that was the highlight of my week, though tons of other fun and exciting things happened.

I have so much more to tell you, my friends... but I think I've written enough for now!! I'll write more later.

Please share with me what God is doing in your life!

Love to you all.
LC

Tuesday, November 20, 2007

Outreach Prayer Requests

Hey friends - please pray for our outreach to South Africa - things aren't going as smoothly as we'd like!

Specifically, please pray for:
-visas for Lisi and Ieva
-financial support to come in on time for those who don't have enough money for airfare
-accommodations from Jan 1-6 in Jeffreys Bay
-paperwork to come in on time for the babies on our team
-good communication between our base and the bases in Cape Town and Jeffreys Bay
-our outreach leader Carol who is doing a fantastic job - but is a little overwhelmed
-our DTS to take responsibility for praying and taking spiritual warfare seriously.

Thanks everyone! More updates to come soon...

Thursday, November 1, 2007

where to begin?


So much has happened since my last blog. Every time I sit down at the computer and try to write, I don't know where to start, so I just don't write anything at all. I'm going to try to summarize what's happened in the last few weeks.

-Week five's teacher was Al McBryan, who is from Edmonton(yay Canada!). He addressed predestination and prophesy and left many of us thoroughly confused. The biggest question of the week was - "what exactly does God know?" If He really is "all-knowing," does He create people KNOWING that they're going to heaven or hell? Would a loving God really do that? Sadly, I cannot give you a clear answer. What I learned that week was that it's REALLY hard to know exactly what God knows, and maybe it's just supposed to be a mystery. God is big, God is God, God is good, and I am fine with that. If you want a clearer answer, contact Al McBryan!

-Week six's teacher was Mary Sliter, better known as "Crazy Mary." She IS crazy - but in a really great way. She's almost 70 but acts and talks like she's 25. She has an amazing testimony - a really really awful childhood - but as she said, she is cleansed by the blood of "Jay-zuz" - the only thing that can make you clean. Her topic was called "Seven Mighty Nations," or tackling the strongholds in your life that keep you from living how God intended. Many people have "mighty nations" in their lives like fear, shame, rejection, self-hate, bitterness, emotionalism, self-pity, humiliation, etc. On Friday of that week, many people tackled and received prayer for the mighty nations in their lives. It was pretty darn awesome.

-This week's teacher is Sy Rogers. He is fantastic. His topic is "Redeeming Sexuality" - so far he's covered common problems the church has with sexuality - things like adultery, pre-marital sex, and molestation. He also discussed WHY Christians struggle with sexuality and WHAT we can do about it. Sy is an excellent public speaker, VERY knowledgable and highly entertaining.

-In other news, we were finally put in outreach teams for South Africa! My leaders, Jamie, Karl and Carol, are awesome. I love everyone on my team and I'm really excited to get to know them better and spread God's love with them. I was appointed to be the worship leader, which scared me slightly, but let's face it - I am ALWAYS frightened to lead worship but God ALWAYS stretches me and is faithful and blesses me through it. So I'm excited about it. This is the first time I haven't had my guitar with me for an extended period of time in about seven years. I didn't bring my it with me because the neck cracked while it traveled from the Yukon to Ontario. I'm hoping it will be fixed before January, cause I'm gonna need it!! In the meantime, my friend Nate is letting me borrow his whenever I want, which is very kind of him.

-Ooh. I've been on a couple of photo shoots with my new friend Kristen, a YWAM staffer who is an awesome photographer. She is teaching me so much, and she even let me borrow her awesome Nikon camera for a couple hours. I went nuts. It's been so much fun learning more and pursuing this passion. Here are a couple shots that I took:



-I'm loving my classmates, housemates, staff and YWAM in general more and more. It's an awesome place to be and I would recommend a DTS to EVERYONE!!!

-Saving the best for last: God is amazing. Before coming here, I thought, "Really. What else can I learn about Jesus and Christianity? I know so much already." That thought makes me laugh now - probably the biggest lesson I've learned so far is that there is SO MUCH to learn, and I will ALWAYS have more to learn. God is so big and so awesome, and I love learning more about Him.

I love you all!! Don't be a stranger! Write me a comment or letter or ANYTHING, I want to hear from you.

In Christ who is pretty much PHENOMENAL,
LC